For the first time that I can ever remember, I dreamt about my stepfather this afternoon. He was standing straight and tall once again -- not in a wheelchair or hooked up to oxygen. He was building a house - I was there with a little one (mine or a grandchild?) - I don't know. However, we I were in a large room with lots of lights on the walls (54?) and, at one end, a fast food counter had just been installed (and staffed!). I remember that we were ordering cheeseburgers and fries right before I woke up.
I woke up so disoriented - and in pain. I had been been suffering from stomach cramps since my migraine last night. I wasn't feeling hungry - but it did get much worse when it was time to eat throughout the day. Finally decided to drink a beer with dinner - guess what?? - my stomach is feeling so much better. Drinking another beer while I catch up on some K-dramas this evening.
Stress. What's my next move? What do I do? I feel so incompetent nowadays.
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