Just rambling and ranting....

So, I'm not very happy with the Supreme Court and their recent decisions. Grateful there were some eloquent dissenting opinions. What can I say? Our government has now reduced "marriage" by definition to "just" mean a civil union. How to distinguish? Refer to it as Holy Matrimony when conducted in the Church. And, I'm not going to argue it with anyone - I have very strong visceral reactions and know that I feel deeply that even though I have a civil divorce, I am still married - because the Church says so. Not looking for a debate - just stating facts. (You're not going to see me do anything contrary to my wedding vows anytime soon. )

However, you are going to see me move far, far away. My husband has brought "her" back from overseas - bought a house - and I just can't deal with it. Since I can't go home to Tara, I will just send myself elsewhere. I'm fighting back the only way that I know how as to not "drown" in my depression, PTSD, and panic/anxiety attacks. Adoration and praying the rosary definitely helps but I need a "new adventure" to keep me sane. Good days/bad days - but I'm having more good days at this time. Summertime/sunshine definitely helps -  I like warmth and bright, happy days. (Time to go South).

Music. Music has always spoken to me. Give me Air1 or K-pop - both are healing and soothing to my soul. Had a friend call me a "Seoul woman" the other day - cute play on words. Eventually, I will get there - of course, I'm planning on Ireland first with my girls. Have some shrines that I truly want to visit....then later I'll go see the "idols" (haha!).

Finally told my mother to back off on trying to get me a job at an Episcopal school. I told her that the only religious schools that I could work at would be Catholic. We differ too much theologically these days. Wouldn't be comfortable there. Would rather be in a secular public school.

On a "high" note, the last couple of nights I dreamt in Korean. Realized the other day that I'm beginning to understand the words to the songs that I've been listening to every day. Should be able to progress more rapidly now.

My latest "favorite" song that 2PM just released: My House (by Jun.K)