However, if you're looking for my wedding band, then you'll find it in my purple prayer box.....I took it off yesterday after I found out that he is taking her to meet our babies. My sorrow deepens - truly what does God want me to learn from all of this? I don't feel stronger - I feel completely broken. Is that what I need to become a better person?
I am wearing other rings - my hand would feel too "naked" otherwise. My vows are just as strong but the officer was right - they are meaningless to him. How was I fooled? Was I ever loved?
O Mother Mary and Saint Helena, how did you persist? I am no longer meaningful even to my students. I have no one to call - no one to share a cup of coffee or tea. I have become a stranger in a strange land.
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